Today is not only a christmas celebration in our home with lots of friends and family, but also the celebration of our One Month referral wait. How has this last month been you may ask??? Well, seeing as it's been the busiest month of the year it wasn't bad at all, however, it was still a long december compared to most but i find my mind was busy with so many other things that I didn't really thing about it.....ok...so I thought of it every minute of every day still, but it just wasn't as bad as previous waits. I feel that the fact that the dossier and the next few months are out of my hands does relieve some stress but it definitely doesn't heal the pain. This time of year is hard for many of us. We have been waiting to begin our family for so many years and again another years passes and no children around. Will life be all roses when we do have our children, i'm sure we will have our moments, but it will be so much more special that it will make up for all the bumps in the road.
So anyways, here's to ONE MONTH, come and gone, and here's to the next 7-8 months going by in a way I can tolerate....
PS... I sometimes still can't believe that i'm at this stage of the journey, i'm mean wow, we are waiting for our baby...
