Obsessive??

Ok, so I may be being obsessive about this but I have done the calculations of what is ahead of me on the list, there are 37 numbers missing ahead of me, and there are 17 with similar request than me, so what does that mean.....the max number we can be is 54 boys to be referred. I'm sure there are girl requests in the 37 missing, but if I say they are all boys, that means 54 boys from now will be us.....I know obsessive, but what else do I have to do.