Sunday, November 9, 2008
Wow, I cant believe it's been 7 months since we began this roller coaster of love and emotion. Considering how slow the last 7 weeks went, 7 months wasn't all that bad. Just think, in 7 months from now, I will be so much closer to know what my son looks like. How will I get through the next 7months is a mystery. Thank God I have all the support of family and friends and adoptive parents to help me through. Chris and I are SOOOOOO ready for our son to come home, we can't wait to hold him, teach him, play with him and just have his physical presence around. He is definitely already a big part of our lives but his physical presence will just top it off. I never imagined we could love someone so much that we have never met or even seen. Our heart is torn on a daily basis as we imagine our lives with him. I pray that we get through this stronger than we were before and that time goes fast so we can be with our son. I have done alot of calculating since our dossier was approved and unfortunately we are looking at End of 2009 beginning of 2010 to be with our son. Which feels like an eternity, but i know we will get there.